2014 was a huge year of growing into the woman that I've always wanted to be. I grew in my confidence, in my faith, in my relationships. I prioritized my life, learning from the past, and looking forward to the future. I have broken, healed, lost, and loved.
I am humbled to say that I still have so much to learn. I still struggle. I still find myself acting selfishly, spending more time focusing on my fleshly desires than on the world around me. I get impatient, I get sad, I get overwhelmed. I am not perfect, nowhere close. I still have so much more growing to do. But looking back on this past year, I am so proud of how far I've come.
One year ago, I was inspired by Bonnie to name 2014, proclaiming what you expected to get out of the new year. I named 2014 "a year to love and to learn." I learned so much about the world, as I travelled through Asia, and about myself, as I looked at myself and what I needed to change. I even got a tattoo, a triangle, to represent my ongoing desire to change into a better person every day.
This year I am going to name 2015 "a year to become myself." All last year, I was surrounded by inspiring people who showed me what women and men of God are supposed to look like. I got rid of everything holding me back and discovered who I want to be. This upcoming year, I want to become that person. I want to become a wonderful friend, an inspiring woman of God. That is my prayer and my goal for this year.
2014 was by far my favorite year - a year I messed up, a year I tried again, a year I traveled, the year I found myself, the year I found love.
And here's to 2015. I have so much to look forward to - graduation, more traveling, new experiences, more growing.
Some highlights of 2014..
Jess! I'm so glad 2014 was so great for you! I've loved keeping up with your adventures! God Bless you girl! Keep striving after him! love you!
ReplyDeleteThis made my heart so warm and happy! I am SOOOO proud of the woman you've become and are continuing to grow into Jessica. I am so glad that we've become better friends this past year and that you could travel and learn and fall in love with other cultures, foods, and people. I am excited to see you learn and continue to grow into the woman God has created you to be! Love you bunches!
ReplyDeleteGreat to read about your great year. May 2015 be even better!
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